Being in love

BEING IN LOVE

is probably the most amazing thing any of you will

ever experience!

Falling in love and being in love are close to one in the same

but

but but but but but

Being in love!

Even if the relationship

ends

for whatever the reason

If you were really in love with a person

the kind of love

that lasts

the truest kind

that is non conditional

You will know exactly

if you do

...

Have you ever found a song that's exciting

That grips your chest

runs away with your thoughts

makes you want to move

It hard to breath

And the world escapes

while you spin inside yourself

like the beat

and the melody

have run away with you

Being in love is exactly like that

when you're in love with someone

and you love them with everything

every piece

ever sigh

every annoying and amazing thing

they do

When you're actually in love

this will happen

at the most unexpected intervals

The moment

can be fleeting

and sometimes it takes over the night.

This person

runs away with you

stealing all that you are

If you're lucky

and

the other person feels the same thing

What else

is there to do

but to

Dance in each other!

Cherish

every god damn 

amazing, overwhelming, exhausting

and exhilarating

second of it.

LOVE IS A DIFFICULT SUBJECT

...I know I havent stated it here... but just this year I divorced my wife, the love of my life.

No this isn't a sob story... don't worry...

...But it is understanding...

When you love someone so much that when you start the sentence "I love..." and the other persons name so seamlessly falls into place it's constantly like a slap in the face.  I could be going to say I love pizza and her name would fall from my mouth.  It was ingrained in me because I loved her that much.  Love... I still love her. No matter what she did... or how things ended...

...but that of course made me feel like I didn't want to worry about love.  I wasn't sure it was ever going to go away enough to feel the way I felt about her again... but with someone else.  Burying the helpless romantic in myself for nearly a year... and Yes... I am the BIGGEST Romantic!  Sappy Sappy!  Just thinking about it makes me yearn to spoil someone special.  :) ... It happened once more just recently... and I was just done with it!  This automatic reflex was driving me nuts!


...I'm done being sad about this... I'm Done!

Things happen the way they're supposed to, yes?  And this song has my heart jumping for the excitement and love I know I will have again some day!  This song!

http://youtu.be/Lqq5BIjz5hs




                                                         "You're In Love"

Imagine driving down the one lane road
Down by the chapel we could be alone
And with the rain there's nowhere else to go
We'll watch it fall
Don't try and tell me you don't want to see
What it would be like to grow old with me

You're in love every other day
Cause you smile at me like you're dying to say
That your heart beat stops when I'm walking away
So don't walk away
You're in love
Every other day you're in love

Imagine drinking wine in Sicily
And you'll be kissing me on New Year's Eve
Nothing but cobblestone and red brick streets
You'd like the cold
Just tell me what it is that's holding you back
If we get lost we'll follow old train tracks

You're in love every other day
Cause you smile at me like you're dying to say
That your heart beat stops when I'm walking away
So don't walk away
You're in love
You're in love when you're holding me tight
But you're out of love when we're saying goodnight
And you don't know why I make you feel so right
But it feels right
You're in love
Every other day you're in love

Imagine you and me
And how beautiful we could be
Yeah

You're in love every other day
Cause you smile at me like you're dying to say
That your heart beat stops when I'm walking away
So don't walk away
You're in love
You're in love when you're holding me tight
But you're out of love when we're saying goodnight
And you don't know why I make you feel so right
But it feels right
You're in love
But it feels right
You're in love
But it feels right
You're in love

Land Amongst the Stars

So

In my head I've lived a completely different life

than the one that plays before me.

I'm far more ambitious

have way more adventures

that don't end up with me pissing in a street

stone cold drunk.

(Thank You Coyote Ugly)

Money is never a looming anxiety

and friends are always just round the corner.

In my head

I'm me

but better

...and now 

I'm just in need of a way

from point A

to point B

From me

to She

...