Tuesday, July 29, 2014

My blog spot

so... this isn't so much a submission but just a short message of understanding.

This blog I am using to write what needs getting out of my head.

Most of my time I am a random ball of ridiculousness.

My serious side... 
my deeper ideas and thoughts... 
Things that get me stuck.
Those are the things I put up here... 
The word vomit that's got no where to go.  

Alight?

 ...alright.  

Friday, July 18, 2014

When I'm no longer


I see the world.
It's crazy
and bright.
It follows through on so many promises we
overlook and disregard as deserved
Yet we have the nerve to ask of it more
without thanks.

The sun rises
the water warms
my feet stay to the ground
and the fruits bloom from the trees

The wind moves
into pieces of me
grass softens my walks
and its stones shine with a curiosity
that found it's way into my heart
when I was only a child.

Without it's gifts my soul would have never
have been.


"Diamonds, brilliant
as Bel Air now
Hot summer nights,
mid July
when you and I were forever wild
the crazy days
city lights
the way you'd  play with me like a child"

"Will you still love me when I'm not longer young and beautiful?"

"Will you still love me when I've got nothing but my aching soul?"
(From the perspective of the earth)



~lyrics From Lana Del Rey's "Young and Beautiful"

Monday, July 7, 2014

Happiness?

Someone has asked me to write on 

HAPPINESS

Happiness is really only relevant to the person experiencing it.

Seeing as I have never written of something on someone elses mind... here goes.

Trees and flowers
Dances and the stillness
The ever shortening summer glow beginning to fall beneath the distance
 And newly exhaled wind
softly danceing through my hair.
Smiling at a stranger and leaving with a new friend.

The taste of Strawberries. 
the scent of the earth after a storm.
The terrifying excitement to the oncome
of rolling clouds
and
that first chip from a newly opened bag of Doritos. 

It's the sound of her opening the door when she comes home after being away
and 
all other perception stops.
The world ceases to exist for that one moment
and I'm almost able to believe
that if I could sit on this one moment
just maybe
I could live in it forever.

This
Is my
Happiness


It.. is never something you will find
so long as your looking for it.

Because happiness is not a thing.
you can't own happiness
it's not in some cereal box.
and no one can give it to you
Like a present for your birthday. 


Happiness 
is a perception of experience
Simple

Perception is dictated by past experiences, core values and
sometimes
social pressures

Experience
...well...
experiences only happen to those who
are open to them.

So what I'm really saying is
happiness
is only ever KNOWN
by people willing to expand their perceptions
by risking experiences
that may or may not turn
into perceived happiness. 

So tell me... 
How open are you
To experiencing
Your happiness?




~for Sara